August 2010
1 post
cLouD of Dissolution
I really am lost in a cloud of dissolution, my up is down, down is straight, sideways is the opposite way. Nothing makes since anymore, what i thought was true was all a bunch of lies piled on top of another. I was trying so hard to earn trust but if its never shown to me either how can i ever hope of acquiring it? The stupid stupid lies, my life is in disarray but no matter how bad it is the...
July 2010
5 posts
Gurren Lagann, final good byes :/
Art is not the application of a canon of beauty but what the instinct and the...
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Pablo Picasso
mistake, i will not acknowledge you
so i made i mistake, my bad ok.
i had no idea the situation would escalate to what it did ok?
but i will do it again ok. its just the way i act, and you over react to the point i want to punch someone in the mouth.
im done with your bull shit……….its just not worth my time anymore
i actually hate you more than i thought!!!!
im boss, ur not………….just the...
Girl on the mOOn
You found that girl, only to realize it can never be with. She is just too high off your pedestal to reach. That girl, she is special - she likes staring at the moon and stars . For the guy way wants to breach the heavens and beyond, who stares day in and day out at the moon and stars. this girl that just keeps blowing you away, your mind and spirit scattered into a billion pieces . This pain is...
June 2010
6 posts
Lil by lil :(
Little by little i liked you more. just hanging out, going out.
little by little i drove you away, saying this and that. getting you angry and upset all the time. not knowing if you like me back or not. i stick around for you but in the end it seems hopeless. You find me creepy, awkward??? I would kill my self to find out im that creepy guy. I want to hold you close, but the wall between me and...
wHen the End finally Does COME. I am to bear the weight of the world and give my life to save, save who i dont know. In my dreams i can never see her face. Maybe on the day. i will see that face