Lil by lil :(
Little by little i liked you more. just hanging out, going out.
little by little i drove you away, saying this and that. getting you angry and upset all the time. not knowing if you like me back or not. i stick around for you but in the end it seems hopeless. You find me creepy, awkward??? I would kill my self to find out im that creepy guy. I want to hold you close, but the wall between me and you is too high to climb. i want to break through the mighty wall of yours. but no i cant, not with my tools. others pass through your wall in front of me, i only envy them for what i cannot do. i am weak. Day by day i try and try as i might. but in the end i only end up hurting you and me.
lil by lil our long arguments drove you further from me, me one sided simple bafoon; you beautiful, smart, fun, and just amazing to be with. you are only inches away from me but at times it feels worlds apart. these feelings i have might be nothing or everything.
lil by lil i am destroying your world and mine. even if you forgive me i will not forgive my weakness, my stupidity, my creepiness, myself.
lil by lil i will disapear, not to be seen or heard from. i will fade away till your heart finds mine. that faint light shining through the crack will soon disappear
lil by lil you will understand, but this life is is breaking
lil by lil